Pray the best


Hello, happy Friday! Here am i again for another write up. This year, i'm quite active in blogging yaa. Maybe i have no one to talk to kot since Bob pun kahwin dah. So, cian takde siapa nak layan hukhukhuk.

Last night, Man asked me if i got dream anything ke. Surprisingly yes i do having a dream. I am very seldom got dream k and yet he teka dengan betulnya. Power siyot! The funny things is i dream about my bike got punctured tyre when i riding on it and i pump the tyre using clown punya balloon pump. Hahahha funny is it? How random my dream is.

But actually, he wanna tell me that he dream about us last night. What (?) 

Man: Malu lah nak cerita. Tapi Man mimpi kita kahwin
Me: Hmm tapi kan Man, selalunya akan jadi sebaliknya from the mimpi
Man: Mana ada, tak jugak. Sometimes bila kita buat istikharah, tu kan as petunjuk. Bukan dalam mimpi je. Maybe bila kita senang dengan dia, rasa selesa. Tu pun kira as petunjuk.
Me: Ye lah, tu kalau buat istikharah. Macam Jannah takde buat, so tetiba mimpi tu. Sebaliknya lah jadi. Man buat ke istikharah?
Man: Rahsia lah, mana boleh bagitahu. Jannah takyah buat. Follow je apa jadi nanti. Tapi tak puas lah mimpi tu. Jenuh Man nak sambung mimpi tu balik. Dok terjaga tetengah malam, kawan kejut. Man nak tengok macam mana boleh kahwin. Mana fasa bercinta. Macam mana Jannah yang keras kepala ni setuju nak kahwin dengan Man.
Me: Hahahaha so, Man menyesal ke sebab Jannah keras kepala?
Man: Tak la. Nak tahu je macam mana

So conclusion nya, he did do some istikharah huhuh. Because i did asked him to come over my house this Raya Haji, but he seems reluctant. Then, i tawar hati for a while. Why he dont wanna come. Is he player or what. Then he did mentioned, he wanna wait until i really have feeling for him then he will come over. Cehh, coward! Nak kumpul semangat lah tu. Then lantak kau lah Man. Dengan aku, kemain manis mulut. Bila ajak jumpa parent, cuak. Funny loo.

What i can do now is, i'm the one who need to say yes, i want you for him to make the next move. And he always want me to text him first which i'm not that person. Eeeee, menyampah taw ittew. Perangai mengada mengalahkan perempuan ye. Sabar je lah aku. With him, i've done quite number of thing that i didnt do to other guys. Impressive how can i be this different. Wow Jannah wow~

Thank you for your time :)

What is the best option?


Hello! Jannah here. Remember tak previously i did mention Man beli rumah kat Perlis? And i've been contemplating because of that. Hahahahahah. Saya macam sudah nampak sinar cahaya ye tuan-tuan dan puan-puan 😁

Yesterday we macam sembang serious topic lah. Sebenarnya aku nak pancing dia nak pujuk dia beli rumah area KL/Selangor ni. But at the same time i also did plan to buy one.

Me: Kalau banyak tu, Jannah dah beli rumah dah lah Man
Him: Kenapa Jannah nak beli rumah? Jannah taknak duduk rumah Man ke?
Me: Rumah Man kat mana?
Him: Kat Perlis tu lah.
Me: Oh, taknak! Jannah nak duduk KL. So, jannah nak beli rumah kat area sini
Him: Taknak duduk kampung ke? Tak sayang Man ke?
Me: Taknak! Kalau balik weekend, can lah. Tapi Jannah membesar kat sini and nak terus stay sini. Hmmm kalau Man beli rumah kat sini baru Jannah sayang Man sangat-sangat-sangat-sangat
Him: Macam tu pun boleh ehh
Me: Mesti lah boleh. So, Man nak Jannah sayang tak? Beli rumah kat sini eh?
Him: Hmmmm second house nanti lah Man beli area situ

*Me dalam hati hikhikhikhik ye ada nampak sinar harapan*

So kesimpulannya, saya tak perlu nak risau sangat lah kan. Dia masih boleh dicucuk dengan lebih halus lagi. Benda ni kena buat secara halus yaa. Hahahahha happynya saya hukhukhuk 

And yesterday jugak dia suddenly ajak aku balik kampung dia (?) Uhuk! Tacoodddd huhuhuh. Aku pun belum bawak dia jumpa parents aku lagi lol. Ibu pun ada tanya hari tu, takde bawak Man datang raya ke & dia pun kata kenapa tak ajak dia datang raya rumah. Masalahnya dia pun balik kampung lama hari tu and aku pun baru je balik last week after CMCO. Nanti lah. Raya haji lah hahahahaha kalau aku nak bawak dia balik. Depends mood aku and sama ada dia berani nak datang ke idok~

Maybe i just give up and give in dengan Man ni. Toksah lah banyak fikir lagi. Kerja dah tetap dah, perangai so far okay lah, hmm apa lagi ehh? Just aku macam tak biasa lah dengan broken family ni. Rasa macam penat je nak bahagi masa for both family. Hmmmm sheramnyaa. Sokay lah. We'll see how. Taknak harap lelebih. If he meant for me, make it easy for us lah kan. Thats all.

Thank you for your time :)
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