Hello. Welcome back! This post specially dedicated to Man. For all the things he's done for me.
He's a very soft spoken. He never raise his voice to me. He always the one who give in when i made fuss. He will say sorry whenever i mad no matter its his fault or not. He will try clear the situation before sleep so that it wont lasting for days.
Eventho he dont give me big reaction when i told him story. Yes, obviously i am mad because of that. But, that is how he is. He's not someone who can give the same vibe, big reaction as i want. But, i need to accept him as what he is. Like how he can cooperate with my madness, my fussy, my annoyance. Vice versa. I have my flaw. He got his flaw. We both need to compliment each other's flaws.
Soft spoken bf 👏 grumpy gf. That's us lol. He'll talk softly whenever he wake me up for Subuh.
For example: Sayang, bangun. Subuh. Dah pukul berapa ni. I love you sayang. Bangun taw. Nanti lewat.
While me: Bangun bangun bangun! Dah pukul berapa ni. Nak Subuh kan. Bangun cepat cepat ccepat. Okay, bye.
See the difference? Hahahahah. He without fail will say i love you everyday. While me, will say it occasionally. Depends on my mood. I dont know. Maybe i'm not willing to say that word frequently. I dont know. I scared. We dont know future. Eventho we're planning to get married soon. Maybe next year. Since this year, he's busy with training after training. Because too many things to settle for the marriage documents. Somemore Malaysia's Covid situation havent getting better eventho two years has passed. What a joke from government 😐
In conclusion for this post, i'm just hoping that Man can increase his patience and keep Sabar while facing me, living with me. I have too many flaws hence why i get scared to be attached. Everytime we fight, i will think about break up. Then he'll scold me for saying that. He said 'i love you then i need to accept the way you are. Cannot simply say break up. We need to resolve this issue not run away.'
Thank you Man for having me in your life. Hope we can grow old together and compliment each other's flaws.
Appreciation Post for Man