Nak kahwin ke taknak?

 

Hi, good evening! I'm back again with new story hikhikhik. 

My dad jenis tak bagi i go anywhere alone. But, kalau ikut hati dan perasan ni, i okay je kalau nak holiday or go trip alone. Ambil experience lah katanya. But my dad strictly dont allow me to do so. He say its too dangerous. And anyhow i need to obey him lah since he's my dad. Walaupun hatiku memberontak untuk berbuat sebaliknya.

Recently i really really really need to go trip. I already lock few places that i wanted. But, i have no friend to ajak. SInce my girlfriends is not into that somemore they married d and they not into the same thing i want to.

And there comes the thought that i should get married and i can go anywhere with my husband and i no need to think with whom should i go trip with. At that moment, i really consider to get married ya. What the... Nonsense gila kahwin sebab nak ada kawan trip coz i know my dad wont allow me go alone.

Then, i did told Man bout that hahahaha. In joking mood obviously la weh! 

Because all this while when Man asked me i always told him i'm still baby and still young. So, when i me myself come out with that sentence obviously he need to make sure. But after i say that sentence, i did felt regret a bit hahahaha. Then i just told him we think again next year la. Next year hopefully ready lah kot. 

Then i told him i did like one date next year which is 4.3.21 hahahah seems like countdown, but yeah. I like that date. But i seems so sudden for me lah. Too early. Takuttt huhuhu. But nevermind. I got other date as well which is 21.5.21 hikhikhik. It is in my birthday month and it is after raya i think. So, at least okay lah. Got time to melagha. But, tu lah. Aku sorang beriya tak jadi gak kan. Aku pun takut nak kahwin. Jammed! Kalau tanya Man, dia okay je bebila. 

Now, dia ulang alik PD-KL sebab involve dengan class kat Kem Sg Besi. Wonder mesti dia penat. But, if dia kahwin dengan aku nanti macam tu lah life dia. Why he want to trouble himself when he very free and easy now kan.

It's okay. We will discuss it further once we both already agree to tie the knot. Just pray the best for us yaa. Slowly i start to open myself to him. Hopefully, he's the one for me. I kinda obsess with him d. Ni yang menyampah ni. I dont like myself being like this :(


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Tiada Tajuk

 

Hello everyone! Yesterday Man come to my place for dinner. He came quite early k. Aku pun tak balik kerja lagi, dia dah gerak mai my place. And kebetulan semalam aku balik lambat, ada discussion pulak last minute. Waktu dia sampai tu pun, aku belum keluar office lagi. 

Dah nama kerja unit beruniform kan, semua benda pun nak cepat dan on time. Gasak lah kau menunggu aku. Siapa suruh last minute. Kalau bagi tahu one day earlier, at least i can manage my time eventho sometimes when you wanna go back tu lah, tetiba ada orang cari.

Then dah sampai tempat makan tu, jannah macam biasalah makan macam bercinta. I'm really slow eater k. Jenis tak boleh makan cecepat. Just imagine, i'm just one third of my portion but Man's friend finish his food d and Man still left some. They said, they controlled their speed d hahahaha. Penat control makan slow. Tu habis slow dah for their pace. I just finish one third of my food je okay!

So disebabkan rasa guilty takut dorang tunggu lama since aku belum habis makan, tapi air dorang dua cawan pun dah habis tinggal dok ratah ais je lol. I offer to balik. Then Man kata lah nak tengok kereta cause last Tuesday, i got into accident. So he wanna check whether my car kemek or what not. Actually dia saje je k nak spent time dengan ittew. Pastu siap offer nak keluarkan kereta dari parking sebab kata parking spot to sempit, kena orang pro keluarkan. Cehh-cehh-cehh. Ngade-ngade.

After that i go back home. Reached my house, then he called nak satay or not. He tapawkan for me. The thing is kedai satay tu depan kedai makan kitorang makan tadi je. Nampak tak, banyak alasan dia cari ehh. Hahahaha lucky aku memang dah lama nak makan satay, so okay lah. Beli lah, tapawkan lah. Kasi chance. Then dia kata tak puas jumpa. Kejap sangat. Tu yang saja cari alasan.

Me: Nasib baik ada satay. Kalau takde satay tu, nak buat alasan apa?

Him: Buat je lah alasan pape. Air mineral ke chocolate ke pape je lah. Asalkan dapat jumpa

Then dia kata takde selfie pun hari ni sebab aku macam tak beriye nak selfie. So, dia taknak lah. Dia nak selfie time kita tengah tutup purse lah tengah gelak lah. Waktu duduk elok kat meja, toksey pulak nak selfie. Perangai sangat taw orang tua ni. Ish laa. 

So far, okay lah. But the thing is kan why i dont feel butterfly eh when i'm with him. I don't like him ke or i just like him because of his skill? Hmm aku confuse dengan diri sendiri ni. HELP! Huhuhu


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