JOJO: Annoying but cannot resist.

Hi, there! I'm back again with another story hikhikhik. Aku nak cerita, tapi aku lupa aku nak cerita apa. Cerita yang mana satu.

Oh ya, i did mention i like old, tall, dark, macho, left handed guy kan. But, the thing is Man is yes old. Yes taller than me *but not much tall pun* Yes, left handed. But, he's not dark and macho. He's got fair skin and baby face. Even my mom thought he's about the same age as mine eventho he's older than me.

I wonder how come he's sooo macho before he joined army? I mean, he's quite dark skin back then when he's still civillian. But after he joined army, he transform to a cute guy. How come like that. He's getting fairer as he growing old. Why so reversed one?

Oh yaa, he start getting daring yee nowadays. He's been using my photo as his DP for few days dah. Wow, daring sangat ye. Memula i did tegur lah. Then i lantak-kan je lah. Nanti lah baru pura-pura perasan hahahaha. And yesterday when he on call with me, suddenly his in-charge notice my name on the screen and he seems no shame ye calling my name. I felt bit overwhelmed lah. Kih.

He always ignore me. I mean it yaa when i say him ignoring me. He always bluetick me k and not reply me. Jannah agak menyirap ye di situ. Then when i talk to him and story something, he'll just no response or give response that i wanted. Not really sincere in my point of view. Annoying ye, but i keep craving him. Faham tak. Is this what it called 'love'? Duhh bencinyaa~

We dont really have things to talk to. Its basically a normal conversation. Then i wonder how we survive ehh? lol. To be honest, i am not ready for the next step. I am trying right now. I try to open up my heart for him.

Oh anyway, Fizal did contact me again yaa saying he missing me. I wonder what happen in his life. I felt sorry for him, but he really need to know his stand. Hopefully he can go out from his problem. He's a good guy, for real. He's being the guy i used to admire and crush before. But you know, life is so unpredictable. Who know, i used to have a crush on him and he also have the same feeling to me. We just meet at the wrong time. We are having different timeline. I did have thought if i end up marrying Fizal, will he be happy since he keep longing and missing me now. Well, the damage already been done. So, just go with the flow.

Praying that our future endeavors or path will go as we planned. Praying the best to all my friends as well. Be happy in your life. Try to get up when life try to bring you down. Try looking for things that can keep us on track

Thank you for your time :)