Cringeworthy


Me and Man rarely contact each other. But, he will call me once in a while. Recently i kinda rindu him (?) Hahahahahahahahahaha. Rindu as in nak sembang since lone ranger kan sekarang ni takde sape nak sembang dah huhu. So waktu balik kerja yesterday i macam terdetik 'hmm macam rindu Man. Man taknak call ke ehh?' 

Guess what? Hahahahaha that night he call me lol. Memang like everytime terdetik macam tu, dia mesti call. Dia boleh baca aku ke apa? At one point aku terfikir, ni petanda ke untuk aku terima dia or ni just kebetulan je.

Him: Buat apa tu?
Me: Baru lepas iron baju
Him: Laaa, kesian dia. Kalau kahwin dengan Man, man tolong ironkan semua baju jannah taw
Me: iyeee?
Him: Haa lah. So bile nak kawin?
Me: Hahahhaha bile man nak bagi jannah jeep?
Him: Macam tu lambat lagi lah citenya.
Me: Ada apa ni call?
Him: Hmm rindu kot. Nak tanya khabar jannah sihat ke tak?
Me: hahahah sihat je. Man sihat tak?
Him: Uihh terus sihat ni Alhamdulillah. Nak tanya tu je. Man nak sambung buat kerja ni taw. Nanti Man call balik ehh. Babai

I'm not the type who will put effort on asking question and pay attention to others; in this case (boys). That's why he happy every time i asked him something even tho sometimes dia yang akan cakap 'taknak tanya Man jugak ke?'.

I donno i want him because i'm super bored currently or i already open my heart to get in depth for him. Not sure yet. Just wait lah. I scared d. In the mean time, i still hating that guy. Hahahaha funny why i hate him so much. Pffttt. I think kan, selagi i'm hating him, selagi tu lah i still feel the pain. I keep on hoping he does not last long with her gf lol. Jahat sia aku. 

Apa tah aku nak sebenarnya. Aku nak semua orang nak aku & aku tak pilih sesiapa pun lol. Now okay lah. Dah takyah buat keputusan dah. Ada sorang je. Tu je lah choice aku ada. Take it or leave it lah kan. Dulu ye lah nak kena pilih. Sekarang dah senang kerja sikit hahahahaha. Tak payah nak kecikkan hati anyone kan. Hahaha


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