Hello everyone! I am good here. Finally after so long, I now have boyfriend hahahahahaha. For record kan, this is my second boyfriend after my high school boyfriend 😂 Along the way, i did know few people and well~ Funny thing is i dont even know how i can give in & surrender like this? This is so not me! It's whether i'm tired d or he's a nice/ good boy that i cannot lose him. Or maybe i want to take advantage of him? Urghh, i dont even know the reason. Well, the damage has been done so just go with the flow lah kan.
December is Man's birthday. And i did asked him what he want for his birthday and i did regret for asking that question lol.
Me: Man nak hadiah apa?Him: takpe lah. Apa yang Man nak ni, Man yang nak.Me: nak apa? Kalau Garmin, jannah tak mampu nak bagi lagi huhuhu. Support half can lahHim: Man nak tunang. Boleh tak?
Tergamam sekejap kita dengar soalan tu. And it went by like that~ His dad said after he finished kursus, will talk about this. Lucky dia kursus 9 bulan. Lambat lagi lah kita mikior hal ni ye 😂 But, saya tak ready lagi. Jannah kecik lagi. Apa ni nak suruh jannah kahwin pulak 😑
Dah lah dia asyik busy je. Tak pernah umur ya, aku menangis hal remeh. Hari tu aku menangis sebab Man ignore aku sebab dia busy sangat! That's the thing. He say, i should proud he's important man in his office. But, no. I hate it! He has no time for me. Keep doing work and dont even have time when i sad, bored etc. I did felt no different like i'm used to be before when i'm single. Indeed, really generous with his feeling.
We havent discuss further about this. But seems like he macam nak PJJ. Urghhh, i dont want! Dulu kata boleh ulang alik, now tetiba jumpa weekend je. Memang lah kesian kalau dia ulang-alik PJ-PD, tapi taknak lah kena tinggal. Apa je beza dengan sekarang. Buat apa kawin macam tu. Geram aku. But, its okay. We'll discuss further about this lepas Man habis kursus nanti.
Hmm, rasanya tu je lah kot coretan untuk kali ni. jaga diri everyone. Stay safe!
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